it's April,Darling!

Friday is a long day for me.i only have one class, 2 periods before school ends.Friday is my least favourite day, only 2 periods mean more relief for me. Haish, but at least I get to finish all my work on Friday. Lately it has been raining, bangun pagi2 pun rasa malas, let alone bangun to go to school. Owh, though I’m in the afternoon session, yes, I do wake up early in the morning. The reason is just to do my teaching aids and lesson plansss. Coz when I come home from work, at night, I just watch tv and do nothing. Pagi2 baru kelam-kabut nak buat lesson plan and teaching aids. Haish, ver badlah.
This is my only weekend where I can sleep as much as I want without thinking of the shit load burden of school and ingat cara2 nak bawa kete. Yes, I started my driving class a month ago and I’m still struggling with 3 penjuru. Susahnya!!hope I’ll master it ASAP.so, this week I’m just gonna chill and relax. Owh, tomorrow ada wedding, excited!!:D
You noe what? I think lately I can sense a change in my body. You see, Living in this body, in this girl's body, in my body, is never easy. Some baju kurung that I can still fit in during my college years are left unworn, no longer able to accommodate this figure I'm currently carrying. The pics from the graduation really show how my body has enlarge itself.dang it!
It is no joke, neither a complain, nor a frustration(though kadang2 rasa nak muntahkan balik jer apa yang dimakan). It is a wake up call. i have to do something, quick. Maybe it’s time for me to get some professionals help.
Surrounded by people who are attentive enough to notice a slight change is great. Now that at least I know. Few told the truth, knock me to do something with that. Few keep on teasing. Few has been supportive.
Hence, I call this as perfection. Yes, this is PERFECTION!


pics taken from justjared